I don’t even care that I’m uploading this in Panera and that probably a million old men can see it.
Using sexual prowess to get men to do what you want.
I guess I should go to bed now.
Those icky feels.
Guys always trying to make you feel small and ‘crazzzzzyyyy’ cause they refuse to try and understand emotion.
Jeanette Winterson (via vivalawhitegirlx)
my life is a mess, and I don’t want to clean it up.
You’re a cowardly piece of hazardous shit.
I remember so vividly the nights I stayed up waiting…. The days I spent holding my phone close to me…. The nights I never slept listening for my phone waiting for you. I remember that awfully empty feeling waiting for phone calls or texts or emails that I never got. Waiting for you was the worst mistake I made with you.
And now that you’re gone
I let myself have those same feelings with someone else. I’m always someone’s last thought. And I let them get away with it.
So when I get stressed (actually I do this every day of my life. It’s just worse when I’m stressed) I clench my jaw and grind my teeth. I’ve had the worst trouble with my jaw lately. My teeth will also feel so sensitive. Recently I started almost biting my tongue as a cushion and now my tongue is sore. Wtf idk