I don’t even care that I’m uploading this in Panera and that probably a million old men can see it.

Using sexual prowess to get men to do what you want.

I guess I should go to bed now.

Those icky feels.

Guys always trying to make you feel small and ‘crazzzzzyyyy’ cause they refuse to try and understand emotion.

❝ He looked at me like I was crazy. Most of my lovers do, and that’s partly why they love me, and partly why they leave. ❞
Jeanette Winterson  (via vivalawhitegirlx)

(Source: middlenameconfused)


my life is a mess, and I don’t want to clean it up.

You’re a cowardly piece of hazardous shit.

I remember so vividly the nights I stayed up waiting…. The days I spent holding my phone close to me…. The nights I never slept listening for my phone waiting for you. I remember that awfully empty feeling waiting for phone calls or texts or emails that I never got. Waiting for you was the worst mistake I made with you.

And now that you’re gone

I let myself have those same feelings with someone else. I’m always someone’s last thought. And I let them get away with it.

So when I get stressed (actually I do this every day of my life. It’s just worse when I’m stressed) I clench my jaw and grind my teeth. I’ve had the worst trouble with my jaw lately. My teeth will also feel so sensitive. Recently I started almost biting my tongue as a cushion and now my tongue is sore. Wtf idk